If you found this website, chances are you are a Christian man in the battle of his life — and it feels hopeless.

Before we go one step further, understand this: there is hope. You are not too far gone. You are not lost. You just can’t see the light through all that darkness. But you will. Keep reading.

Let me tell you something about you.

You are living a double life. You wear a mask. You smile at the people you love while secretly dying inside. You serve at church. You’re respected in your community. Your children look up to you. Your wife loves you — but she knows something isn’t right. Wives almost always know.

You are trapped in shame. The pornography you are watching has grown darker than you ever imagined it would. You tell yourself you’ll stop. Something stressful happens — work, frustration, anger — and you run back to it. It gives relief for a moment. Then it drags you deeper. When it’s over, you feel disgusted. You delete your history. You put the mask back on. And the cycle rages on.

If any of this hits home, you are in the right place. If you think I’m psychic for knowing so much about your life, it’s much simpler than that. This is the cycle I lived for over forty years. My addiction led me across legal lines and into an FBI raid. I was facing twenty years in prison. Jail stripped away every excuse I had left. And that is where God met me.

When you hear my full story and the other testimonies on this website, it is my prayer that your eyes will be opened to this truth: You are not alone. God has not forsaken you. You are not a fake Christian. And God can restore the years the locusts have eaten.

Bunk 47 exists because Christian men are quietly destroying their lives while pretending everything is fine. It exists to pull the mask off and call you back to truth, repentance, and restoration.

Explore the site. Listen to the podcast. Hear the testimonies.

And let’s reclaim your life in Christ — together. Shoulder to shoulder.

No More Hiding. No More Lies.

Listen, I don't like to sugarcoat things. When I was 9-years old, I was introduced to hardcore pornography. What followed was a forty-plus-year porn addiction that culminated in an FBI raid on my home on May 10th, 2022. A few months earlier, I downloaded CSAM (Child Sexual Abuse Material). Arrested, in jail, my life burning to the ground, God found me and showed mercy.

It never sat well with me when Christians claimed God told them something. By 2022, I had been a Christian for sixteen years, and I had never heard a peep out of him. That all changed when I occupied bunk #47 at the Clark County Detention Center in Las Vegas, Nevada.

It was this encounter, in this place, that I finally understood the fear of God. Not fear of other inmates and what they might do to "a guy like me." Fear of what God could do but chose not to. Let's face it, if anyone deserved the wrath of God, it was a scumbag like me. That's how I used to think, anyway, the scumbag part.

Yeah, I've done some horrible things in my time on Earth, but God doesn't see us as our worst deeds; He sees Christ in us. It's not about what we've done, but what Jesus did almost 2,000 years ago.

Anyhow, back to jail, God visited me at CCDC and said He would have mercy on me, but I would have to take my testimony around the world and tell everyone what I did. At the time, I didn't know how much God was asking of me; I just rested in His mercy.

Now looking back, four years later, God has shown mercy upon mercy. He has allowed me to write three books around this testimony, launch the Bunk 47 Podcast, and soon, He will send me around the world. Why? Because Christian men need to know the dangers of pornography. What's really waiting for them at the bottom, and how urgently they need to do something about it.

God has placed me on the wall of the city gates, as a watcher. To raise the alarm when the enemy approaches. Unfortunately, for many churches, the enemy has already slipped inside, and the men who protect the city are fast asleep. Are you in one of those churches? Are you ready to wake up and go to work?

The Bunk 47 Podcast is built on one simple belief: secrecy destroys men, and truth sets them free. After spending decades trapped in pornography and facing the consequences of that life, I now speak openly about what sin costs and what the mercy of Jesus restores. This podcast is driven by testimony — mine and others’ — and delivers direct, unfiltered conversations about addiction, integrity, repentance, and rebuilding a life in the light. No hype. No coddling. Just honesty, accountability, and hope for men who are ready to stop pretending and start living differently.